illEGAL akShun

there is a difference and i know they know but do they truly know what happens with just one time......never seen it literally but know enough about it to be scared if i did....it is so fucked up that people do that....if i was ever given the chance i would ask they why are they fucken doing that to themselves.....it is not fun to be around them so do they even want to be intimate with someone...and when they are off it.....that is when it can get scary.......but i know that sometimes it can be scary when they on it.....i just dont understand what the fucken thrill is about being out of control...you end up usually hurting people that truly care and love you (no time for island views), you end up losing them too cause they cant stand to be around you cause they dont know what will set you off......WHAT THE FUCK!!!